Learning to fly... dealing with fear
This is my first relaunch of a blog that I've started over and over again. I can never keep up with the posts. I'm sure for some simple reason. I might explain it away as laziness, or maybe... I don't know what to post. Or I don't have a purpose, or no one reads the damn thing. That means...I need validation quicker than I'm getting it. I think all that's true, but underneath lies something a little more like the above pic... kids running from a tiger. I'm afraid. I'm afraid to be vulnerable. Afraid in small spaces (like sitting across the table from my wife for instance), afraid in public forums (like here on this blog that I'm steadily afraid to nurture. So, I'm putting on my website. I'm inviting you to get to know me. Say hello. Help me get to know you. Vulnerability is scary. Rejection. Getting what you want. Saying what you want and having a public goal and maybe failing. That's scary. Letting someone share your deepest fears and your greatest hopes...also scary. So I wanna get scary. Say hello. Follow this little expository thing and let's make a community. A small one of just you and me. Tell me what you think. I think I'd like to get to know you... Talk to you soon.